This makes me sad. Because that’s why I’m scared to get close to anyone. I don’t like people to touch me because I don’t want them to see how I flinch. I don’t let anyone try to love me because I don’t want to have to tell them about my scars and about my past and bring this sadness into their lives. I’m a messed up naive little girl and I keep this facade up so no one knows how secretive I really am because I thought I learned to be strong but sometimes I’m not so sure and I look at my scars and remember who I was in that dark time of my life and my scars are fading and I feel like I’m losing a part of myself
reblogging because of that comment^. so powerful.
I know I don’t look fat
but I feel fat
and I see fat
So it doesn’t matter if I don’t look fat to you
it’s how I feel
:( unter We Heart It.
I want to sleep and never wake up.